...movie making me feel my life is empty w/o a girlfriend/significant-other. One of the big repetative themes in everything I see is, "your life is meaningless without love, or something like it." More and more lately I've been feeling like something's missing, like something BIG is missing. I love what I do, I love my friends, and I love my family, but I feel like I need more. I'm not talking about a material more, I'm talking about someone to share my life with, my stories. Right now I have this huge emotional spiderweb just wanting to be untangled by a long talk about how this movie made me feel. Emo s**t I know, but...sometimes you just need to spill.
The movie I saw tonight was
Avatar. I (as far as I can remember) have never felt as involved emotionally in a movie as I did tonight with this one. It was a beautiful story, a beautiful movie, and the love I felt in this movie overwhelmed me to the point where I'm actually stopping every so often while writing this to close my eyes and remember what my heart and mind have captured from whatching it. Beauty.
I crave this more than anything.
Companionship. Someday.
Sleep now, I'll dream of
Pandora tonight.
2 comments:
Damn man, I undesrstand you, sometimes I felt just like you write here. But take heart! I am sure, you'll find someone to share with this person everything you'll want. Stay tuned! :) Greetings from Poland. I'm listening demo from your future album and I want more! :)
Leszczu (http://www.last.fm/user/leszczumadafaka)
Hang in there, Beej. :(
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